Tuesday, September 24, 2013

four years in remission

As I approach my four year remission birthday (Oct 15),  I met today with my ENT.  All good news; he called me a "poster child" for cancer treatment and recovery.  Music to my ears.

This poem by Rilke holds a lot of personal meaning;  I commented on it today on a post on my other blog,  Deeper than Cancer.  The first line "I love the dark hours of my being" creates a new perspective for me when I think of painful or lonely moments in my past.    Read the poem here, and if you care to read my thoughts about it, click on this link:   deeper than cancer

I love the dark hours of my being.
My mind deepens into them.
There I can find, as in old letters,
the days of my life, already lived,
and held like a legend, and understood.

Then the knowing comes: I can open
to another life that's wide and timeless.

So I am sometimes like a tree
rustling over a grave site
and making real the dream
of the one its living roots
embrace:

a dream once lost
among sorrows and songs.


               Rainer Maria Rilke

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